2 decades of existence. Cheers!

I was born on January 12th, 1994. 8:55pm.

Mom said she had labor pains that day. She checked in in the hospital 9am in the morning and was freed from the pain 5minutes before the 12th hour. She'd really gone through a lot. ;")

I am now 20 years old. There's really not much to say, but yes I am excited of what this year will have to say. As I am looking at myself right now, yeah I might've aged but I'm a child who's still on the process of learning more about life.

And so then, I wouldn't rush myself of growing up. Thinking about it too much would just make me too old. And everyone and I mean EVERYONE, should always keep the child in them. No matter what they're going through as of this moment, may it be in a bad shape or otherwise. :3

And so here comes the drama part...

20 years of existence.

I cannot thank more than my family who have been there all this time. Through thick or thin. They witnessed all of my ups and downs. I love them so much. :*

To my closest, best of friends, the families I have found when growing up, who helped me understand what I have to be. You people were my daily diaries. My keepers.  I thank you for listening all of my blabbering when I had no one to turn to. You are my second family and I cherish everyday, every moment I have with all of you. Thank you and I love you all. :*

I am celebrating my new year very simple. A holy time with my family and especially with God is just exactly what I need. He gave me this life, He gave me everything that I need, and I know He'll be there to be with me along my journey. The biggest THANK YOU is for Him and I think He already knows that :"3

To 20 years and beyond! *confettieverywhere.

Me and SALT

2013's so far the Greatest Event...Of my Life.

Suppose newbies have to post pictures that are great but this is my first ever photo and it's uhhh..yeah. hahaha

35th year of SALT. A family I found and will forever cherish. 

The Lost Piece

It was suppose to be a day of talk. A day of clarifying things. I knew it ought to be a promise. But it never happened. :)

Anyway, that day I lost an earring. That one pair from mom. I literally cried that day. It was just too much to handle (maybe some of you will think of this as corny), but seriously, I'm imagining myself being strangled by my mom. (and until now she doesn't know I lost them.)

And then I thought of what had happen to me on that same day. I just realized that that was the little earring whom I'm about lose. And perhaps one day will never return to me ever again. And so I cried. :')

So I had to wait for things to cool down... Though I cried just a tiny little bit more and then told myself that I had to stop. 

Somewhere in my disturbed mind, I know I have to not hold on to things any longer. So I am starting to move on in case that that one little string I left will never be pulled again. :)


#SorryForBeingTooVague_IJustHadTo. 

2014. a blogger's new start.

To start of, 19 things about me before I turn 20.

1.) I just started today, January 3, 2014. but I'm not new to blogging. 

2.) instead of doing my projects (i am a Computer Engineering student), I chose to procrastinate and started typing things in this awesome new blog created. 

3.) things to consider this year: my whole self...and my future.

4.) I am not a fan of parties... unless it's with my real, true friends. :)

5.) It seems like I never learn. But I do know a lot of things.

6.) I am a complete introvert, fortunately I know how to handle people.

7.) Trusting people is  an ISSUE to me.

8.) I am a complete nerd. A cool nerd definitely.

9.) I'm the typical 'Tshirt and Jean' kinda girl.

10.) I like playing and trying different kind of sport. I dreamed of being a full-time athlete.

11.) I secretly hate people. but I secretly do the hating inside my head. :D #peace

12.) I love my friends. I treat them like my family even if sometimes they annoy me. 

13.) I forgive people too easily. But self-forgiveness is just too hard .

14.) I listen to a lot of music.

15.) I dream of happy-endings.

16.) My definite goal is to be an archaeological curator (if that term ever exist)

17.) I am not that religious, but I do believe that God exist and He's in a struggle of making people understand that He is with us and that He only wants us to love and forgive each other. 

18.) I am lost for words between politics, religion and society. 

19.) Lastly, I like city lights a lot. They seem heaven to me. :)